Sad lullaby

I know there are things I tell myself that shouldn’t have to happen

They wake up from oblivion

They come back to make me cry

I would had stayed with you

One, two, three and many more nights

If you hadn't cut the thread

I wish we could go back...

 

I don't blame you for my sorrow

I don't blame you for my hurt

I'd build you an entire castle

With your tears made of salt

 

I looked after you like a child

Who doesn't yet know how to walk

Let me protect you

From what could  happen next...

Give me peace and

give me war. Give me reassurance, take care of me.

Today my heart suppurates

What yesterday tasted like honey...

I am cursing my sanity

Heaven please take me away...

I curse you and blame you

and your tears made of salt

I curse you and blame you 

You won’t get to make me cry

I curse you and blame you

And your tears made of salt

I curse you and blame you

You won’t get to make me cry

I curse you and blame you...

Because a child that isn’t my own...

I should’ve never looked after it

 

I should’ve never looked after it

I should’ve never looked after it

I should’ve never looked after it...