The day I left

(Canción escuchada al escribir: Liability – Lorde)

The day I left

The air blew the same it did the day I gave my first breath

My mother’s presence filled my room

And I stepped out the door as I always would

The leaves touched the ground as usual

And the pathway I normally walk was much more clear than the day before, almost as if it opened a way for me by itself.

The butterflies that surrounded me as I stepped out into the porch were all frozen, waiting 

by themselves.

The echos of my laughs were left for the world to hear

And the soul that remained in my body was floating around my empty room

The night sky look different, much prettier, I was up there adorning it with the glow of my unfulfilled plans.

The day I left, the world felt nothing, but only the ones who knew me from away.

The ones who connected to my soul felt the absence and the emptiness that my unfulfilled dreams left.

I was kind, I was nice. I was beautiful, and all those things you say to the ones who are no longer around.

There were elaborated flower arrangements left for my empty vessel to take into her non beating heart.

The day I left I could tell you I was still so willing to love hard and still live my life.

But everything ends in the blink on an eye